The Transition Times

I’ve been in a total frenzy for the last few weeks.  Ever since I realized . . . This coming Monday would have been our 35th wedding anniversary.  I’m not handling it well.

I’ve been gardening, weeding and planting flowers.  I’ve cleaned the garage, organized and created a workshop for myself.  Made more shelves for the CD library . . .  I guess I’m lucky that I’m in a frenzy instead of coming totally unglued.

In a strange sort of way, I’m looking forward to the first anniversary of Lew’s passing next month.  Then there will be no more firsts — no first Christmas alone, no first birthday alone, no first anniversary alone . . .

I guess its about time I started writing about what the transition is about.  Soon.